worry...

have you ever been worried? about nothing in particular, but just in your gut? all your senses tell you you should be worried, but nothing has happened? i just feel so....worried and concerned and...surprisingly sad. discouraged. i just mad cleaned my entire room. i'm talking moving furniture to vaccum under it. crazy. just cause i didn't want to let myself think. i was in the city last night with the dancers, and i was concerned the whole time. maybe concerned isn't the right word....aware. i was aware of everything. i felt so old, and...responsible. it was very strange.


i'm so ready for the next step....

and it will be nice to go home.



i miss you.