i'm trying to work as much as i can since i've been home. i do need the money. but is this plan working out as i thought? of course not...

i've been consuming my life with dance. and i couldnt be happier. its the only thing i really have to wake up for on these boring winter days. going to dance feels so good. i love vcb and adams school -- and all the wonderful people that make the studio glow...and full of gossip. i love it. i always did. even when the gossip was about me...which, to my knowledge, i was more neutral than anything else...but o well. i've started to choreograph for the spring show. i really really want it. how awesome would that be. i'm so glad i'm *teaching*, well, assitanting teaching this semester. i hope the class isnt that big...especially if its in west wing...i really dont want to use the piano as a barre...

i miss meg and sexy lexykatraeyad and my silly originials.....and def my hfc. sigh. i really do. its good to be in vt with my vters and my lovely amazing treats-me-way-too-fucking-good boyfriend....but, as much as i cant stand to admit it...what was it you said Lex? "thank god we're at hofstra!"??? lol. i do miss hofstra. the freedom of my own choices. we need an apartment i cant live on that campus anymore...i need a kitchen and a ROOM lol......

o to be sexiled....or sexile.......





i do like college ;) girls, we're partying ;)




~ker~