Tuesday, March 09, 2004

why does she haunt my dreams? i had a dream that we were driving like we used to do around our lil city, we passed where we found our friendly little cone, drove out to our spot, and screamed as loud as our lungs would allow us...just to get rid of the stress. i need one of those rides, and i could take the same ride with a million people, but it wouldnt be like it was with you. you know who you are, actually, i bet everyone knows who you are. i'm so upset, because i know that things could never be the same, even if you wanted to be friends again. i saw your step-mom this weekend. she told me about you, how you're doing....and i miss you like crazy. no one will ever replace the friendship we had....i hope you are doing well...i hope life is good to you...i hope he is good to you...i hope you are good to him....i love you both and miss you....just want you to know that i think of you....



i hope you think of me too....


i have days where things happen that only you would understand, because you were there originally....but you're goine now....i'm losing my memory of you......i don't want to leave this world without ever having you back in my life again....maybe i'm being overdramatic, but i can't believe that you weren't hurt at all when you wrote me that letter almost a year ago...i don't know you anymore and i dont think i ever will....but i'll always be here if you need me...i wish i could say the same for you............




s'il vous plait retourner de moi.....je tu besoin....touts les jours de ma vie....