Tonight was emotional. I love him so much, I am so torn. It's going to be hard to go back to school, but at the same time, i just want to so badly. i love him, and i know he knows that, hell, everyone knows that. its just a weird position. like, i feel guilty for wanting to go back and wanting to get through school and wanting to party and hang out with my friends. and make my movies and speak french...i feel so guilty just leaving him here. but he knows i love him and he knows if i had my way i would see him every day. but i am so psyched. i get to see my girls! and i have my car now, so that will be totally awesome to go when we or i need to or want to ;) i'm looking forward to this year and it will be good to be back with such awesome people who i care about so much. i miss everyone dearly! 5 days guys, just 5 more...

see you all this weekend!!

gross bisses ~
-kay-tee-