do you ever have the kind of day where you wish you could just lay down and cry? why is that day today for me?? couldnt it wait til i was not so stressed and doing so much and could actually eat and be happy and be somewhere i liked?? why today??
i really don't understand the curve balls life throws at you sometimes. and no, this isn't one big thing, its a bunch of little things that have piled themselves up so high i just want to SCREAM!!!! i know that if you are reading this, and you know me, you understand what i mean. and you prolly have never seen me that fed up. i'm just tired. i'm tired of the bull crap. tired of the ignorance. tired of the pain. tired, as in sleepy. tired, as in stressed. tired of long island. yes, definately tired of that. tired of school. tired of not being punctual enough. tired of not being good enough. tired of my stupid foot. tired of missing. tired of pretending. tired of trying so gosh-darn hard to do things i don't want to do to impress people that i shouldn't have a need to impress. tired of the fakeness, the pettiness, the snobbiness, the money (or lack there of). tired of school. tired of work. just tired. why can't we have a vacation of nothingness?









WHERE IS MY SWEATSHIRT? that is what would make me so fucking happy right now. my nice comfy sweatshirt. BUT I'M IRRESPONSIBLE so that's my fault.






grrr.


tear........


-a frustarated kathryn-