so this is my blog. yup. mine ;)

so this weekend was llllooonnnnggggg.... i got mad at mung for the first time in our relationship. but everything is ok now (thank God) cause he has been my saving grace.... I ran into Caroline for the first time since break and she is awesome. she made me feel so important and that i'm actually going to be missed if i'm gone. thanks for making me feel sane, babe ;) if i don't come back, i'm gonna miss everyone. i love all my hofstra crew, i just dont think that i fit in this school. its hard for me to be myself here, and i feel like i have been walked on a lot already and disrepected and i dont know how to handle that. i am incredibly home sick, too. i just need my new england. i hope everyone can understand that. nothing anyone did or said is making me thinking about going. i just need to be somewhere i am happy. and i have had to pretend like i was happy all year. thanks to my friends that gave me good times and memories here; i'll be back to see you guys if i decide to go. i look forward to spending the next couple of weeks with my WANNABE girls, my Originals, HFC, katraeyad (RENT - i will never forget every day...), dancer girls (and boy!), and everyone that made me smile at Hofstra. Thanks to everyone who has made me feel important and taken me out and shown me a good side of HU (katraeyad! i miss you girlies...). goodness, this is so depressing. but there is still a chance i'll be back here, but no matter what, i'll be back to visit and crew some HFC films...o yah and party it up hofstra style! lol...

going home is gonna be sad and good at the same time. its been a good year, through the good and bad, we all made it! so long freshman year, hello sophomore! lol. love you all how made hofstra a friendly place ;)

can't wait to come home! 20 days! ;)

SMILE

-kay-tee-