happy thoughts.

when your boyfriend is so excited to see you, that he puts his hoody on inside-out. *smile*. Yvan Dlo. *smile*

when you go to the fridge at 3 am when you can't sleep and you find boston chicken apples that you can eat...your suite mate asks u if you can do that and you say just watch...

when you go to sleep with the heating pad on because it is the only thing that is helping your stomache feel better and when you wake up in the morning and realize that oh shit you left it on all night but its ok cause you're not burnt..

when you wake up in the morning to the sound of your roomate snoring...a sound you haven't heard in a month...

when you have random, dumb thoughts on the unispan when you are with your *girls*, talking about potty training and stuff, and all they can do is laugh, becuase they love you, and in that moment, you know that they will always be there for you no matter what, no matter where you are...

when you can walk to a friends room at 1 in the morning and both be completely down in the dumps, ready to leave some stuff behind, but in 5 minutes are laughing like there are no problems outside the door to the room and there is no one in the world but the two of you, and you can have fun and laugh and talk about the *after sex bear* and condoms and sex and porns and pot and drinking and boys and friends and homesickness and long island and friendship and just hug and laugh and cry...

it's good to know who is always going to be there for you. i love getting little messages like "hey can u help me with this?" no matter what it is or how long it's going to take, i like being able to help people, even if we haven't been *super* close in the past few months...i love being able to sick and talk to that person like we used to like we have been talking and hanging out everyday of our lives...i love getting little messages like "hey i'm stealing this quote from you" from friends...even if i stole it from someone else in the first place, just cause 1) its awesome to know that they want to steal something you have and like what you have and 2) that they take the time out of their day to look at your profile and away message...

i like walking back into my room after a LONG day of everything and nothing all at once, when i feel sick, with a message from my boyfriend (hey guess what?) on the computer screen...


sometimes, life is so worth while when you are doing nothing. and thats when you realize that there are people that care about you and what will happen to you and where you will be...when you can find people who like to do nothing with you, you are set.

never stop smiling and picking your dandelions....one never knows when winter will come again....

These tears I've cried/I've cried 1000 oceans/And if it seems/I'm floating in the darkness/Well, I can't believe that I would keep/Keep you from flying/And I would cry 1000 more/If that's what it takes/To sail you home/Sail you home/Sail you home//I'm aware what the rules are/But you know that I will run/You know that I will follow you/Over silbury hill/Through the solar field/You know that I will follow you//And if I find you/Will you still remember/Playing at trains/Or does this litte blue ball/Just fade away/Over silbury hill/Through the solar field/You know that I will follow you/I'm aware what the rules are/But you know that I will run/You know that I will follow you//These tears I've cried/I've cried 1000 oceans/And if it seems/I'm floating in the darkness/Well I can't believe that I would keep/Keep you from flying/So I will cry 1000 more/If that's what it takes/To sail you home/Sail you home/Sail you home/Sail/Sail you home... ~ 1000 oceans, tori amos ~

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hey guess what mung?