i dont know what to say about life right now. for some reason, looking back, i can remember things that i though were big problems at the time. at the time, i mean, they were. i almost laugh now. because as we grow up, the problems of our past seem so simple and childish. but there are so many problmes i know i will have in the future. so many things of the present that who knows if they are permanent or not. i have so many decisions to face, and every one will effect the rest of my life. what does that mean? i mean, really. like problems and people of my past...where did they go? why arent they problems anymore? why are things so connected? why arent signs clearer to understand....i've had a bad week and a good one at the same time. i have good friends. i do. home and here. i miss my vegas girls. drunken surfing w/ penguins!!



with that thought


i'm outtie.

ker